I dreamt of him last night, yet again. Why won’t thoughts of him leave my mind alone and let me have my life.

After reading about the proverbs woman, I wanted to be like her in preparation of what may come in the future but all I want now is to crawl into a hole and run away.

What kind of example am I leading? God dear God, why me, why choose me for an insurmountable task, what do You see in me that I don’t. You know my deepest, darkest secrets and yet You want me to do Your work, You give me a higher calling. But Lord, I am questioning, are You sure it’s me You want? Are You sure it’s me who You want to impact youths. How can I do all that after how I’ve been leading my life.

God I am desperate. And now, I’m finally calling out to You and saying, “Lord, would You save me!”

A glass of bubbly…

Another late night, this time watching Mischievous Kiss. Hoping that the show would transport me to a whole other world…

While I sip my glass of moscato and pooh bear sits in my embrace. As I feel the wind coming in from the window and I let myself drift away into the show…

Hopefully this would help me to forget troubles with the opposite gender and eventually let my heart mend itself.

Till then,
xoxo.

Rainbows; God’s promises are always kept.

Not sure if the photo could really capture it, but if you look hard enough, you would be able to see this gorgeous rainbow.

This was captured on the way to Margaret River. The week of Easter break, the rain kept pouring here in Perth. Apparently, there was record rainfall even! Anyhow, this meant that on the drive down south to Margaret River, we were blessed with the opportunity to see a FULL RAINBOW. End to end, something that I have never in my life seen before.

It blew me away as I kept admiring God’s wonderful creation. And it was a sweet gentle reminder that God keeps His promises no matter what.

Thank You God, for your amazing indescribable love for me.

Till then,
xoxo.

Late night hunger pangs

Sometimes I wonder if I’m an owl, so awake at this time of the night…

It’s 3.27AM as I’m typing this out, and my cravings have been satisfied. There is something about the stillness of the night, coupled with the cold wind that blows into my room that simply calls out to me.

People see the way I interact with others and think that I am a sociable person by nature, however that is far from the truth. If anything I enjoy being alone, doing things on my own, not having to entertain anyone, just doing as I wish. Perhaps that’s why I perpetually enjoy the late nights I keep…

Anyway back to addressing the title of this entry! I have just cooked my pork&chives dumplings, and what better way to eat them, but with a dash of vinegar and heaps of piping hot rice.

*big grin on my face*

Whilst eating my supper, a few thoughts came to mind. About how Asian I am and will always be. And yes, that is a fact that I will always be very proud of. I realized how happy eating a hot plate of white rice can make me. Even if I were to eat rice with a dash of soya sauce or even vinegar. Just give me a bowl of rice and I will be a happy happy girl.

Let’s end this post of random ramblings with a picture of what I ate…

Yups, pooh bear was feasting with me!

Till next time,
xoxo.

New addition to my bed

So I am about to take my nap but I simply could not resist the urge to show you the latest addition to my bed. Precious little thing that I found at the Borders here of all places! Haha. So pooh bear joins Squishy, my penguin and Flops, my rabbit.

Someone commented that my room is becoming like a zoo. Haha. Maybe!

Tata for now… As I slowly drift into dreamland…ZZzzzzz

Fresh start

It’s 3.28AM, and I am supposed to be writing my 2.5k essay on how the media is no longer trustworthy. However, doing what I do best, which is procrastination, here I am ready to revive my blog. This would be due to this awesome website I found after FINALLY getting around to buying my keepcup from this quaint shop in London Court. Looking at their blog, looking at my fave reads, ohhellofriend and mycakies, I feel it’s time to clean off the dust on this blog and start afresh. Hopefully with more interesting photos of Perth and that I’ll be more diligent in the upkeep of this blog.

Okay, off to my “cross-my-fingers” half hour nap, whilst I wait for the caffeine from my trusty ole’ instant Nescafe to kick in!

Off to ZZ..ZZzzzzzz…